Hi..
My piano exam is a 99.9% fail. If i can ever pass it, I'll treat every single one reading this a drink. No joke, that's how sure I am that I'll fail..
I completely screwed up my third piece, I stopped halfway throughout the song. Gave up. Then was in a super scared mood after that. My scales.. pathetic. Sight reading was ridiculously horrible, I thought it was still the practice time. Then i just anyhow practice lah..after i finished the whole thing..The person said "Okay let's move on to aural" wtf that means the i anyhow practice one is the real thing. ): aural was screwed up too.. ):
I couldn't even speak properly after the whole thing. i was like "Th-ank...-you." I'm a total loser at piano, swear. ): Lao shi called me after that..I told her all the wrong things I've done during the exam. Fuck I'm so disappointing.....
walked to the mrt station. sms-ed mummy. I texted "Mummy I fail already..sorry" When she just replied "It's ok:)" I felt like crying. T.T Like, overwhelmed with guilt & disappointment and all that. I told mummy I was really disappointing then she said "don't lose heart.. :) must have been tough for you".
I tell you i totally cried in the train.. damn embarrassing i know but i couldn't control... then i kept wiping away my tears and i want to clean it on my shirt cuz i dont have tissues, but my shirt was dry-fit, so like can't dry, stupid.. :(
Reached home.. Started eating....... One whole packet of loakers kinda made me feel better.. But i still want to eat. eat eat eat away my sorrows.. zzzz. everyone do me a favour.. don't ask me about the exam k thanks. I'm sorry to everyone who wished me goodluck.
