There's so many aspects of love.i'm feeling super extremely sad and depressed now ): ): ):
Shijia won't be going school, till her legs recover, around three months(?!) ohmyg, D: I don't want, i don't want. D: i want shijia back in school asap like now now now i want her leg to recover, heal in one seconds time, please. i miss her alot already. hello you, i want you to come school&go home with me,i want to see you so easily amused at almost everything,i want to see those funny reactions of yours that never fails to brighten up my day, & i've got a lot more things to tell you okay, i need a long chat with you,what we always do on trainrides.when we go visit you,maybe:D but it's so hard to talk then. ): But just get well soon please.
Besides that, i'm not sad/emo. Debbie told me that i look pretty emo these few days, and michelle thinks so too uh? haha,quite a lot of people asked me whether i'm sad or not. and xinyi thinks i'm suppressing a lot of things in my heart. :O So i've decided to be open about everything, because i really am not emo lah please:)
As i said in my previous post, i'm really tired. Physically, and mentally. Probably that's why i'm not in the mood for everything(going out etc). So i'm sorry, can't help it.
aiyah, don't feel like continuing anymore. I miss shijia lah, she didn't reply my message, i think she's probably sleeping already. I think i'll go sleep soon it's 1am already. goodnight dear,
bye.