Friday, October 26, 2007

You told me not to leave you, and cherish every moment we have

"Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
'Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable"


i ain't very happy now. but today was fun though. boring hcl extra lessons till 10 plus. went bugis with sam after that, walked around like merry go round,shopped abit,waited for debbie to come. ate fries and choco cone at macs. surprised her with the cake and present hoho. went to take neoprints after that. and i think it's so nice [:

went to tiong park after that. wow the sun's bloody hot sia haha. waited for michelle to come. we like make her buy alot of things for us at tiong luh haha. then played played played. sweat like shait lol. then very hot mah. so perfect to go eat icecream:) went coldrock. took train to buona vista then cabbed from there to coldrock.

i don't know why but i prefer pluck more :D Haha. anyway ate ferraro flavour with chips ahoy and i think it's fab lol. then 6plus left there, waited for debbie's mummy to come. haha, they sent me to orchard station. then took train back from there. reached home at 8plus.

train rides gets so boring when you're alone): i had like 1hour plus to rot on the train, so i was too bored and started to find some form of entertainment with my phone. that entertainment lasted me till yt station, how jinx. ah whatever. made me quite sad lah, don't know why. that's why i'm like moody now. See, i told you all i have moodswings, oh damnit.

im freaking broke now, spent alot alot today. >:/ nevermind. i hate holidays. i hate end of years. i hate year 2007. i hate next year being 2008. i hate being sec4 soon. i hate you being __. i hate not being able to ___ ___. i hate ________ you. i hate ______ you. i hate regretting. i hate myself for being indecisive. i hate myself for not having the courage. i hate being 口是心非. i hate explaining. i hate mood swings. i hate exams. i hate lessons. i hate changing. i hate being moody. i hate you. i hate me. i hate my sister for reading my blog.(give me peace lah you stop reading please. i said please.)

"And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry"