Tuesday, October 16, 2007

When you seem like a total different person new,

Oh shit my life.

Should have ponned school today, since there was nothing much actually. PE was scary because of hockey. i officially declare my phobia towards hockey. The hit-my-face incident really make me really scared of hockey already. So whatever. A math was alright, english was free period. Had good time 'sharing' my 'problems' with black club(: But i'm sort of having more troubles now oh damnit.

Anyway just now after school went lunch with sam, michelle, debbie, shijia and jialing at tiong. went around. bought stuffs at comics connection and sam was being a total siao cha bor because of her fahrenheit :O After that sam accompanied me to make IC haha thanks love.

Then mummy told me to buy some 花生米 thing from ntuc on the way back. And i bloody have no idea what that was. So i took loads of time looking for it but can't. Went to ask the ntuc person, she didn't know what's that also. So yeah didn't get it in the end, kind of pissed. Ah whatever.

I'm frustrated now, so can i rant? Okay i shall. (BY THE WAY, people you don't have to read this part, because i'm relatively sure no one will actually understand this anyways.)

*****, I never knew you were such an ass. Like er really? I just realised it oh my god. Shouldn't have blog-hopped too much and see the wrong thing huh. But well, i guess it's considered none of my business after all, you can go be your hero. Since we aren't related in many sense at all. But seriously, can i just say i'm disappointed? Like really disappointed. never knew you were such an ultimate flirt freak. And oh you say you really like that only someone. Right huh i believe. So you can like that only someone and continue 'being-such-good-close-friends' with another person. Urgh that totally turns me off. (But i really hope you have nothing on with that another person, sincerely hope.)
*****, i know i know i know. You have your life and i have mine. But my life, sucks because of you. Okay probably i'm not talking in the technically right way now, but you know, you affected just too much. too much. But whatever the case, i just want you to know that really, I'll be here for you to fall back on. And i won't run away from this responsibility, and let you crash on the floor.

****, hmm, i don't know how to talk to you. Everything's so going the wrong way already. Probably i'll just decide to say everything at one go, and let the world die. Oh man, how sad. I think that you are really nice though, truthfully.

***, I think you totally got the wrong idea of everything. I don't really want to talk to you anymore and i hope you do understand. Maybe it's because we are like from two different parts of the world(Exaggeration). But what i'm trying to say is, i don't really know you, and you don't really know me. So, not much point clinging onto such an unwanted friendship.

**, do you? Or do you not? Oh hell. I can just go and die.

*, hey you, Thanks for everything[: Greatly appreciated.

Ohkay finished. By the way, i know my rantings are confusing, meant to be anyways. And the *,**,***,****,***** may refer to different people okay. :D Haha, and some is repeated person. Haha. Okay whatever i can't be bothered to explain. i feel like bitch now. WTH ME.

(P.S I promised 7 months, and no more. And the last day of the 7th month is on november 11. 11/11. How beautiful haha. So yes. I'll keep to my promise of 7 months. Really! Haha, so people help me please[: I know some of the people out there knows what this mean. So good. haha, HELP ME thank you.)

Lol. I want to collect my IC! [: Lala. And omggg tomorrow and thursday is the ultra sad day i bet, because results will be back. Oh wish us luck please haaha! Tomorrow's getting back e math, a math, ss and chem i guess. the rest will be on thursday wow.

(p.p.s i'm still not over you)
Sucks.