Many many many things are happening right now in my life. Yes my life. Everything has been so sudden, what I want did not happen but all those I don’t wish for came true. Is this called jinx? Maybe it’s just life.
And the most contradicting thing is that, those I didn’t hope for happened, I didn’t treasure it and now im regretting about it. Or at least I feel so myself. It’s a really mixed feelings and I realize I totally don’t understand myself. Am I sad? Oh yes I am, but I have bunch of great friends around me who are always beside me supporting me, and I really thank you guys for that. My mood swings are like omfg super unpredictable nowadays. I actually scold people or say harsh words to them. It’s like I really don’t wish that to happen but sorry my self control is really shit I confess.
Im thinking a lot about a lot of things. It’s pathetic because I complain a lot, I know. But maybe everyone really gotta go through this stage of life? I need more help and support. I need someone who I can talk to about every single thing which is going through in my life, someone who does not know me, my life at all. Thanks to all who cheered me up. I really appreciate that but probably it just help to mend a little of my depressed feelings.
Why is the world always so unfair? People always look at stuffs in a very superficial way, nice gains popularity? I guess, but they probably have to understand each and every part of it inorder to make a fair judgment. I myself might be in those superficial few, but yeah right, human always think themselves as the right point of view.
Perhaps I need something I don’t dare to say..
Uh, all these are just pouring out my sorrows… ! so don’t care about it lah, haha. Today was a happy/sad day I’ve got no idea how to express myself. School today was boring as usual, and tiring because of the 2.4km we had to run during PE.
Oh uh, thanks for the pizza! [:
30 questions about you. :)
1. Have you ever been searched by the
cops?
do i look that indecent? Lolx
2. Do you close your eyes on roller
coaster?
if it's scary? actually im afraid of heights but i like all these rides.(: i heard it's higher chance of kena-ing heart attack. -.-
3. When's the last time you've been
sledding?
haha never.
4. Would you rather sleep with someone
else, or alone?
who ask this kind of questions -.- Lols
5. Do you believe in ghosts?
maybe? but i like ghost movies, just that no one watches with me. haha; but i'll be scared leh sometimes.
6. Do you consider yourself creative?
not exactly.
7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
what's OJ.
8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
actually i prefer.. locals. Hahah.
9. Can you honestly say you know
ANYTHING about politics?
nope, i don't really know politics.
10. Do you know how to play poker?
yepps.
11. Have you ever been awake for 48
hours straight?
sorry but no.
12. What's your favorite commercial?
cute & nice ones
13. Who was your first love?
don't the setter of this quiz know that all these questions rarely anyone will answer?
14. If you're driving in the middle of
the night, and no one is around you, do
you run a red light?
nah, don't think so.
15. Do you have a secret that no one
knows but you?
actually, alot.
16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees?
i dont really know these stuffs. so sorry dunno how to answer.
17. Have you ever been Ice Skating?
never.
18. How often do you remember your
dreams?
that's like around.. 5%?
19. What's the one thing on your mind?
there's not only one thing on my mind.
20. Do you always wear your seat belt?
Hahah, but nope.
21. What talent do you wish you had?
all kinds of talents.
22. Do you like Sushi?
definitely!(:
23. What do you wear to bed?
clothes?!
24. Do you truly hate anyone?
presently, no.
25. If you could sleep with one famous
person, who would it be?
i know my answer will not stay constant.
26. Do you know anyone in jail?
no. i don't have that big a social network.
27. What food do you find disgusting?
disgusting food?
28. Have you ever made fun of your
friends behind their back?
yeah kind of.
29. Have you ever been punched in the
face?
hmm, can't rmb. maybe accidently punch have la. punch until bleed is never.
30. Do you believe in angels and
demons?
angels.. maybe. demons.. nope. :D
